My first reaction to everything is to be annoyed. It's really bad. When something isnt the way I thought it woud be, I immediately get annoyed. Then I have to go back and rethink about it. Calm myself down and decide its not that big of deal. And sometimes, this causes me to get mad at people for no apparent reason. I am not sure why this is my gut reaction. I guess maybe it has to do with the fact that I like to be in control of all situations and like to know what is going to happen before it happens.
On another note:
I went through my email address book and deleted about 30 names. It was crazy. Not because I dont like these people, but mainly because I havent talked to them in a million year, and its probably not their email any more. Plus there are some work contacts that I no longer need.